Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Unmotivated...

I have been avoiding my blog like the plague. Honestly.

In blog land, when a blogger doesn't post for a while, it usually means they have fallen off the weight-loss wagon. In my case, that's exactly what has happened.

I don't know why, either.

I joined Weight Watchers, and I don't think I made it to the two-week mark. I have been unmotivated.

I have tried to figure out why... but I don't really have an excuse.

Yes, I am tired. Toward the end of summer school last week, I could feel exhaustion setting in. We only had a 3-day break from the last day of school and the first day of summer school. Summer school was only 3 weeks long, but it still takes effort. Along with all the other stuff that I have to do.

Yes, I like to eat. I have been eating out WAY too much. And I have been eating WAY too much of the wrong foods.

Yes, I am lazy. In my spare time, I am lazy as hell. I don't want to go work out. And I haven't even been to to pool in a week or so. It's been rainy and cloudy for a week or so, and it's been no problem for me to stay in my room and Facebook or watch TV during my down time.

Yes, I know I have to get my butt in gear. I still have Weight Watchers for another 2 months or so. I have also thought about doing Isagenix again. Or low carb. Or Medifast. But all I know right now is that I have to do SOMETHING.

I have had a bad upset stomach since Sunday morning. At first I thought it was something I ate. Then I thought it must be a virus. But for four days? Maybe my body is telling me it's had enough bad food to last a lifetime and that I have to get back on track. I am just unmotivated. And I hate feeling this way.