Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Day 15 - Cheater, cheater

It's funny how within two days I go from being a WINNER to a CHEATER.

I really hate myself sometimes... well, I hate the way I sabotage my own success when it comes to weight loss. I finally got under 300 lbs and of course, I have to find a way to ruin it.

I cheated today, and I don't even have an excuse for why. I can blame my co-workers birthday, but it wouldn't really be fair. I made the decision - no one forced me. I could have blamed it on work stress, but hell, I always have work stress!

All I know is that I need to get focused. I have been doing too well to mess up now. I still have two weeks until my birthday, so I need to get it in gear if I am going to get into those jeans!

Tomorrow is back to NO CARB. I am just going to have to tough it out until I get back into my zone. If I don't get it together now, it's going to be as hard as it was the first time and that sucks.

Maybe I'm not ready for "real life" eating right now?