Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Turning it around...

Today has been 100% on plan. No sugar. No caffeine. Meals/snacks every three hours. Healthy, clean food. All my supplements. Plenty (but not my usual 130 oz) of water. Compared to the last several weeks, or hell, even YESTERDAY... today was perfect. Food-wise...

Otherwise I am still stressed as hell. For those of you who have been following for a while, I am in school trying to obtain my teacher's license and Master's in education. Well, this is my last semester for my coursework for my license and it is crunch time! I have to take all these state tests in March, and just found out Friday that I have to do this teacher interview process at my school. It is supposed to be for students who are planning to student teach (which I am not), so I didn't think I had to do it. No one told me I had to do it.... WRONG. So now, I have to scramble to put a portfolio together and get recommendations, etc all by March 1! That is besides the 1,000,000 other things I do daily...

AND my youngest was sent home from school sick today. Took her to the doctor and she has STREP throat. Yeah... that's just great.

I really want to thank everyone who commented on yesterday's post. I really hate feeling like I've let anyone down, but instead of making me feel that way, I felt so encouraged by all the comments. We really are all in this together, and I thought about each and everyone of you guys whenever I wanted to run and hide somewhere with about 5 cadbury eggs. Not only do I not want to let you down, but I don't want to let me down, either. I am so sick and tired of being sick and tired. I am so DONE with thinking this is a goal I can't accomplish. I CAN and I WILL lose weight and be healthy. I won't quit!