Monday, February 22, 2010

Struggling...still...

Just a quick post to let ya'll know I am still here... but I am struggling so bad. I have been binging again... even though I really hate to admit it on here. But you all keep me so accountable, so I had to say it. I hate to let anyone down, but I have let myself down and it sucks.

I wake up each day vowing to get back on track, but so far, I have not made it through a whole day. My life has got crazy again, and I just don't know how to handle it...yet. I am not giving up, and I will get my ass in gear. I just REALLY have to get my priorities in order, and trust GOD that everything will work out in the long run. I have to get my focus back on ME.

WHEW. Just getting this out in the open already makes me feel hopeful that I can turn it around tomorrow...