Tuesday, March 31, 2009

What in the world is going on!

I am in pain. Severe abdominal pain. It started Sunday, got worse yesterday, and was taking my breath away this morning. The cramps feel like labor - no lie. I think it's gas, but I have never had gas this bad. I don't know why I would suddenly have gas this bad - I'm not eating anything different. I also do not think it's constipation, but it does hurt really bad when i try to go to the bathroom. Like a kick in the gut. I don't know what is going on, but my stomach is swollen and it hurts to even touch it. I do not have health insurance, and do not go to the doctor even when I do. But if this doesn't get any better I have to go.

I tried walking during soccer last night because Clyde did show, but was only able to walk for about 15 minutes with the pain. This morning the scale was only up 1.4 lbs, but I really think this stomach stuff is the cause. My belly feels large and uncomfortable, and my size 24's are suddenly tight again (after being loose yesterday). I'm trying to stick out the day at work, and will WI at WW this afternoon. I drank some Sprite this morning, and have been eating strawberries and grapes because I don't want to eat anything too "solid". I also brought some SlimFast and yogurt. The back of my mind tells me one good trip to the bathroom will help...

I have been going through my blogroll this morning, and actually made the decision to delete a blog. I have been following this guy for a while, but I think he has gotten a little too smug. Assholes really annoy me, so I decided not to follow anymore. I know a lot of people find him inspiring, but I find him insulting. Just because he got it "right" this time, doesn't mean that those of us that don't are failures. Showing support is not always enabling. There. I said it. Now I'm moving on...