Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Day 66 - Confessions

Okay, I woke up this morning feeling guilty. I messed up BIG TIME last night, and my first instinct was to keep it a secret. I blew it for the first time since re-committing myself to this journey 66 days ago. Thanks to WAP's, I'm still probably "on plan" as far as WW goes, but I still feel as if I lost control. So I am confessing my sins to all of you, publicly, so that I can hold myself accountable.

1. I got tipsy last night. I had a Mai Tai and I don't know how many calories or points it cost me.
2. After some hot, alcohol induced sex with my husband, I was hungry and ate a bowl of cereal. I didn't measure it, but had a good idea of the points value.
3. I then proceeded to eat some Vienna Sausages. GROSS! OMG, what was I thinking! Had to be the liquor.
4. Since I was up so late and had a mini hangover, I did not get up to exercise this morning.

Okay. That's it. I'm not asking for sympathy or someone to tell me it's okay. I fell off the wagon, and I am already back on it. And I am also going to make it my business to make sure it doesn't happen again (not the sex part). I will not allow myself to let stress take away my resolve to lose weight and get healthy.

Wow, confession is good for the soul. I feel better already!